Lauren was 16.
Camila went to an “X Factor” audition.
Lauren went to an “X Factor” audition too.
Camila was wearing her straight brown hair.
Lauren was wearing her long curly dark brown hair.
Camila had this adorable chocolate brown eyes.
Lauren had the most beautiful emerald eyes in the world.
Camila used to love closing her eyes while she was singing.
Lauren used to catch the audience’s attention by focusing her eyes on them.
Camila’s voice was catchy.
Lauren’s voice was raspy.
Camila sang “Respect”.
Lauren sang “If Ain’t Got You”.
Camilo got four “yeses”.
Laure got four “yeses” too.
Camila was put into a group later.
Lauren was also put into a group later.
Camila and Lauren were together on a group whit another three girls.
Camila and Lauren immediately feel they were better when they were together.
The other girls noticed the fast connection between Camila and Lauren.
Later it wasn’t only the other three girls who noticed it,
the whole world noticed it.
Eye contact full of affection;
smiles crossed amid everything around them;
holding hands with the sense of protection;
tight hugs while closing their eyes;
mixed laughs attracted to each other inside a room;
suspicious interactions;
long sighs;
tears;
love;
friendship;
respect;
confidence;
feelings.
Feelings growing up between them.
Was it only a friendship?
Was it attraction?
Was it a coloured friendship?
Was it love?
Was it a delusion?
It was Camren.
Camren was a thing.
Not a friendship or attraction or a coloured friendship and not even love.
It was just Camren.
And then there were people who started supporting them as a couple.
Truth to be told they were a couple.
We didn’t know what a kind of a couple but they were a couple.
At the beginning Camila and Lauren loved the idea of having people doing that,
but a few time after things started to change way too fast.
No more eye contact full of affection;
no more smiles crosse amid everything around them;
no more holding hands whit the sense of protection;
no more hugs while closing their eyes;
no more mixed laughs attracted to each other inside a room;
no more cute things said to each other;
no more suspect interactions;
no more long sighs;
no more love;
no more friendship;
no more confidence.
But there were still the feelings.
The feelings were still here.
The new question is was “Why did this happen?”.
Did they get mad at each other?
Did their parents not allow them to be together?
Did they get upset because of the fans’ pressure?
Did they feel like that wasn’t going to work?
Did they get scared of people’s opinion?
Did they get scared of having feelings for each other?
Questions without an answer is what we have and what we will always do.
Later one boy appeared in Camila’s life.
But the way she was still looking at Lauren with that tiny smile on her face was cheating on her and the feelings she wanted to feel about that new boy.
Was that only marketing because they were on tour together?
Was that true love…?
Or was that the way she found to forget about the feelings she had for a girl?
A boy appeared in Lauren’s life too.
Truth to be told the happiness we saw in Lauren a while ago when she was next to Camila wasn’t there anymore.
Was she trying about her feelings for Camila and trying to create feelings for another person?
Was it also true love…?
But then Camila and Lauren started being catched behind the cameras doing those things they used to do before all of those changes.
When there were cameras around they always tried to resist to each other but behind them they always went back to years ago when they were not worried about being seen like that.
Lauren finally understand that boy wasn’t deserving of what she could give him and they broke up while Camila kept appearing in public with that guy showing were definitely together…
The question was Camila and that boy appeared together in public but why did Lauren and Camila only appear together in private?
Is there something they wanna hide from us?
Nobody knows and nobody will.
All we can do is wait till the day all the answers will come out.
Meanwhile Camila and the boy broke up in a strange way.
Now can you imagine two people in love with each other and they get arrested and get locked in two prison cells in front of each other?
They can’t get out and touch each other or the guards will punish them but they can still look at each other and fall in love all over again every time that happens.
While they’re able to look in each other’s eyes that love can never die.
Can you imagine Camila and Lauren being those “two people”?
Because I can.
Was Camila’s first kiss with Lauren?
Was Lauren’s first true love whit Camila?
Were they to scared to admit their feelings?
Was Camila courageous enough to tell Lauren “I’m in love whit you”?
Was Lauren brave enough to accept that and reciprocate that?
Were the people around them concerned about their relationship?
Were they the ones who decided to end up showing their proximity in public?
Or were the people around them the guilty ones?
Were the feelings for that two boys real?
Were they only trying to forget about what they had?
Were they trying to hide their feelings for each other?
Were we just seeing the things we wanted to see?
Do those feelings keep beating inside them as they did a long time ago?
If they can do, one day they’ll get tired of being inside and they’ll just come out when we’re last expecting.
And if Camren isn’t real,
then we’ve created the most beautiful love story of the world in here.
- itsbiamacarico on YouTube (via jgbkcclmj)
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